Tuesday, December 15, 2009

16 Months

I never in my wildest dreams imagined I would not be able to have children.

I'm ready to get off this roller coaster.

I need a hug today.


Ron Riegel said...

You are the most amazing Mom I know (next to your Mom):). Chloe's developement at the level she is happened because of you! You love and she loves. Sweety none of us know God's plan and that is probably best. But He does have one for you and believe me He hears your cry and all of ours for you. I wish I was there to hug you but this will have to do. Funny I haven't been on here in months and today I get on and see my little girl hurt. God is amazing! We love you baby and keep trusting in His design and the picture will fill in. Love Dad

Mandy said...

Ashleigh, I don't know if you know me or not, but I read your blog, and it was all too familiar. My name is Mandy Welch, and I have attended Desperation Church for almost 3 years. I watched Chloe in the nursery some too. I would love to share my story with you and offer you some encouragement, it is so much easier knowing you are not alone, and there are others who have gone through similar situations. Seriuosly, if you want to talk, please call me. My number is in the church directory, or you could get it from the church. I am also on Myspace, facebook, and twitter (mostly facebook, and I attend Saturday night servics. God is a big God, and there are so many things in play that we do not see. Sharing my story with you may just help the both of us. I don't want to push myself upon you, so I will wait to hear from you, have a blessed Christmas!!

Much love and prayers
Mandy Welch

Ginger Kay said...

I understand just needing a hug. Here's a BIG hug & lots of love going out to you!

BG said...

Soooo sad for you - my heart hurts for you. ::::sending hugs through my computer::::

Matt Aviles said...

How about a high five? Call Mandy.